Hi my love,
I miss you so much babygirl! It doesnt seem to be getting any easier, it actually seems to be getting harder as time goes on. It may be because of the holidays an the whole Dec. one year coming up too. Please know that i'm so so very sorry for what happened to you that night. I cannot tell you enough, it hurts my heart everytime I think about it. I'm sorry I wasnt there to make it all better, like I always did when you were crying! Just know that you will never be replaced in my heart..ever..because when you left a very big piece of my heart went with you! I will do everything I can to keep your memory alive..I promise!!
I miss you everyday...all day! I'm going to be making you your own Winter Wonderland out at our special place Thanksgiving day. I'm going to make it so pretty for you...you deserve it my babygirl!
Please conitnue to watch over everyone an continue to give us strength an comfort. We all miss you an will never forget you. Especially your Godbrother, Davian, he misses you so much. Please continue to visit him an take care of him, like he always tried to take care of you :)
I will love you forever
and
Miss you always
Mommy
p.s.
Please forgive me baby for not being there that awful night!